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Friday, February 27, 2009

Rock Bottom

I’ve finally hit rock bottom.

When fate itself smacks you in the forehead and you wake up and see what really is going on, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you want to cry, and your knees tremble from all the angst and not a single tear comes out of your eyes, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you run out of hope and optimism on something that you used to believe in, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you want to leave everything at once before the pain gets worse, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you choose to just forget how deeply you prayed for something, or how hard you fought for it, and just move, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you run out of what-ifs, what-could-haves and what-would-haves, that’s hitting rock bottom.


When you become someone so different from how you used to be, that’s hitting rock bottom.
And the good thing about hitting rock bottom it is when you start to pick up the bits and pieces of your broken self and you swear never to allow the same bullshit happen to you again.

1 comment:

  1. And the good thing about hitting rock bottom it is when you start to pick up the bits and pieces of your broken self and you swear never to allow the same bullshit happen to you again.
    --> AMEN!!!! There are just lessons we need to experience in order to learn.. :)

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