Asthma

I'm back to having asthma attacks and I'm freaking out. I've never had asthma since what, 8 years? I got rid of it when I had my ROTC training back in college and completely lost it when I started working out.

I still have an active lifestyle today so definitely it's not due to underactivity.

It's smoking.

I have got to quit smoking before things go worse. I'm freaking out. I've got tears coming out of my nose right now. I'm TOTALLY freaking out. My boyfriend is kinda losing sleep coz I've been coughing all night (he denies it, he says he slept well but he's groggy the whole day). Poor Bunster.

I finally say goodbye to my last stick. My last puff. I'm gonna miss you, Marlboro… :)