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Thursday, January 22, 2009

A Love Letter To My Ex-Lover

Dear You---

I am checking out your blog right now and I'm pretty disturbed at the pics you posted of you hooking up with another guy, and other guys on some other posts. Please remember that you broke up with me barely a month ago for no good reason I must say. This makes me look like the biggest LOSER on earth.

Up to this day, people still ask me about us, and what went wrong, and why. I couldn't lie so I'd say "Well, he just stopped loving me---why? I don't freaking know."

You have put me through this shame spiral and it's gonna go on like this for as long I live.

All I have left now is my pride--- you took everything away from me the day you stopped loving me. Pride is the only thing I have left that keeps me sane so please don't take it away. I have put sooooo much efforts at restoring my old self--- I've gone back serious at going to the gym losing all the Holiday weight and all, I have posted up a profile at match.com, I've been sporting a semi-bald do on hopes at looking hot and available, I've bought some new wardrobe--- but nothing feels right still. Nothing.

In a nutshell, yes, I still haven't moved on and I expect you to be sensitive about it.

Now I don't want you to remove all those pics you posted, NO, it's not gonna make me feel any better. The damage has been done so you can blog about your adventures as much as you want coz really, I've hit rock bottom and I can't go down any further. All I ask is for you to think of that one guy out there who's still hurting from all the crap you put him through.

And he was at his best when you left him and you know that. He doesn't deserve this.


Yours Always,

Keith

17 comments:

  1. BIG ouch! poignant. i am moved.

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    1. I've been dating my girl for 5 years and we have just broke up because she told me she likes someone else but she say she still loves me... the next week she left the house and said she needs to find herself??? and i wanted her to be with me by living were i live, forget about her ex's, having a good job and being in a healthy relationship which leads to marriage and kids. but she was planning to leave me since and when i knew about her plan i gave her space maybe she will come back?? but if she didn't then i had to find help, a spell caster to help me bring her back so i did contacted i was giving this usa number +15036626930 and this email address dr.marnish@yahoo.com after 3 days of casting his spell my girlfriend returned back to crying to me that she will never make a step without me again, that she will always love me till death. i am still surprised how dr.marnish did the love spell
      Tremeeka from France

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  2. such a sad entry..i guess he fell out of love and that sucks!

    you just have to move on and forget him.
    and stop checking his blog nalang cguro.
    Hope that helps hehe

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  3. Aww. I don't know what to say. I've always sensed your 'depth' BTW. Never lose sight of who you truly are. :-)

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  4. Kieth...
    This too shall pass..
    and you will be Happy again..

    Be Strong friend..
    -Dhon

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  5. Ket Ayan..

    Nothing..
    Si Phine na lang lage unta to.
    Now you're not so phine.

    Bounce back!

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